You & Him

2010/04/04

Things had passes..
but why..YOU still wanna dig things out..
Why??
Is it you did not satisfied with me?
Just say it..
But why again and again you said break up..
How many times have you said~
How many times I have been forgiving..
Is it over ?
Should I cry ?
Why no body could understand me..
Why that include you..
I pick you among the many ones..
Shouldn't you be grateful ?
Shouldn't you be happy ?
But why again and again..
You doubt me..
This time just because I like the photos and commented on it..
Don't pull HIM into our case..
HE's innocent..
You are the one who think too much..
really..
You asked me to choose one between you guys..
You thought it would be easy ?
When I chose you, You should feel appreciate..
but why YOU hurt me~
Why~
The poem below is the poem two months ago..
2010/02/04
"Once again I'm in this tough dilemma,
Where I just don't know what to do.
My heads telling me no and to just let it go,
But my hearts got too much love for you.

But then again my heads giving me visions,
Visions of us being an item,
Visions of us being happy,
And me being there when you are frightened.

So for me to say I like you,
Would be just a drop in the ocean.
And to chose between head or heart,
It looks like they both win.."

That day HE scolded me ;
"tulan nia see ur msg. dun sms me le la"

I ruin YOU and HIM ??
Both of YOU hurt me even more deep..
I did not want to be in dilemma..
DID NOT WANT~
It's true..
But why you don't trust me..
Why..
If you don't trust me also, you should trust your best friend..
How could you..
Hurt me with your words..
Don't you think it is too over ?!!

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please..
Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is a beautiful
accident turbulent suculent
opulent permanent, no way
I wanna taste it
Don't wanna waste it away..
Is IT ENOUGH TO LOVE ~

JingWen is DIED today..